Change The World

What am I going to do with my friend? She’s still crying over her exboyfriend and I couldn’t do anything to ease her pain, since I’m a NBSB(No Boyfrined Since Birth), I don’t have an idea… she called this morning crying and all I can say to her is, "enough, stop crying!" Whew!

I used to be so concerned about my bestfriend.

Before, I was never tired of givng her advises.

I listen to her nonsense and with sense thoughts, her problems and secrets.

BUT. . .I was surprised by my sudden rebuffs. .

I noticed myself uttering words like: "Ah, okey."; "Bahala gud ka" ; "Ikaw gud"

whenever she asks for my approval. .

I feel guilty but I cannot blame myself for acting like I don’t care,

because even if I admonish her for a thousand times, it will still be her decision to make.

So I decided to let her learn from her mistakes. . .

since she’s a bit stubborn. . .

Lately, my bestfriend seems to be going through something this time, 

but she don’t feel like sharing it to me. . 

Well, I completely understand.

She’s got lots of friend to share it with. . .

especially those "who really know" the situation. . .

Honestly, I’m also keeping little stuff from her to compensate the issue of secrets.

But slowly it’s building a wall between us. . .

And sadly, I’m not doing something to break the wall.

I just hope we could settle this issue soon. . .