Friends?
I used to be so concerned about my bestfriend.
Before, I was never tired of givng her advises.
I listen to her nonsense and with sense thoughts, her problems and secrets.
BUT. . .I was surprised by my sudden rebuffs. .
I noticed myself uttering words like: "Ah, okey."; "Bahala gud ka" ; "Ikaw gud"
whenever she asks for my approval. .
I feel guilty but I cannot blame myself for acting like I don’t care,
because even if I admonish her for a thousand times, it will still be her decision to make.
So I decided to let her learn from her mistakes. . .
since she’s a bit stubborn. . .
Lately, my bestfriend seems to be going through something this time,
but she don’t feel like sharing it to me. .
Well, I completely understand.
She’s got lots of friend to share it with. . .
especially those "who really know" the situation. . .
Honestly, I’m also keeping little stuff from her to compensate the issue of secrets.
But slowly it’s building a wall between us. . .
And sadly, I’m not doing something to break the wall.
I just hope we could settle this issue soon. . .
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Comment by jeremy — January 30, 2007 @ 9:01 am